Heartlessly passing
reality and my fantasy
Till I got myself in room

Here is nothing
Here is everything
As I'm lost between
My huge ego and this self-hatred
What is visible and what is real
Is it the feeling free as I lost my identity?

I'm in my room
Hiding here in room
Reality versus my fantasy
My insanity

Still I can distinguish between fantasy and reality
For a while now - I'm willing to feel this beauty
They are fighting
They are blending
They're creating doubts and all of these confusions
I'm safe here I feel
Like I'm feeling better
I'm thinking clearer
But I don't think this is clever

Closed the doors
I stay here for a while
See you later

I'm in my room
This is my room
Reality versus my fantasy
My sanity

"May this fight go on forever
as for room doesn't get wider
We can stay together"

Sometimes
I must have forgotten
The clock's tik tok and I can hear My Mom's knocks
She's waiting
I ain't got much time
Sometimes I must have forgotten
Soon I must be leaving